So, I've been threatened to within an inch of my life if I don't update. Seeing as I got outranked tonight by Carl Brewer's party I guess that I have nothing better to do. :)

Life has been going really well, I've been sooo busy with school and work. My mondays and tuesdays are the worst. On Monday I go to class from 8:30 to 9:20 then go to work for 9:30-5 then I have class from 5:30-10. Yeah....it sucks....but I've gotten used to it. I really like my classes this semester. My favorite is Revolutionary History because the professor is hilarious. Last night he was describing a naval battle using the Road Runner and Wildie Coyote (is that how you spell his name??) Anyway, it's fantastic.

During my free time I've been hanging out with a truly awesome guy, Nathan. We have a great time together, he is amazing and makes me smile like I haven't in a very long time. So there's that...which is what I'm assuming Erin was after....she should call me sometime because that's all she's getting on here.

This weekend I'm heading to Topeka to volunteer for Washington Days and hear Bill Clinton speak. I'm excited to see everyone from Topeka. I just saw Kayla a month or so ago but I haven't seen Mel and Lauren in over a year so hopefully we'll be able to do lunch. I miss my old roomies!!!

Ok. I am going to get a good night sleep something I haven't been doing much of lately. Sara

So, I've decided that I am tired of being THAT girl. You know, the girl who gets who heart trampled on and ends up crying because she didn't have the gumption to do what she knew she should? It is no one elses fault, I knew that this is how it would end from the moment that things started getting complicated. Yet, I hung onto the little bit of hope that I could find...hoping that maybe, just maybe things could work out. Despite all the signs showing just the opposite I clung to hope, opening myself up to be hurt. I'm tired of being THAT girl. I want to stand up for myself, be able to realize the reality of a situation and do what I know will be the best for me. So, I've decided that I'm knitting a sweater......and I am so sad for you if you don't watch Grey's Anatomy and therefore don't understand what I just said...lol. This semester is going to be a great semester for me, I just know it!!!!!!!!!! I need it to be a good, fun semester!! Love you all. Sorry I suck at updating xanga now.

Sara   

It has been way to long since I have posted on here!!!!! Life has become chaotic but I guess in a way that is good. I am so ready for this semester to be over...let's be realistic...I'm ready for this whole year to be over!

This year has been such a roller coaster ride! Up until now my life has been pretty straight forward, look what has happened to me...I kinda love it. I'm so empowered now, if I can get through this year I know that I can get through just about anything.

Work is going really well, the next 17 days are going to be insane. Christmas day will be here before I know it, the anticipation of the busyness is always worse then the real event. Nonetheless, I'm anxious and ready to get it over with.

I'm ready for a fresh start. Out of Wichita, on my own. I am so different then what I used to be and I am so proud of who I have become. I feel like staying here will hold me back from continuing to grow. Fortunately or Unfortunately I have lots of strings to tie up before any of that could happen...namely school. I'll either graduate the end of the summer in December. Probably December as much as I would like to graduate earlier. After December though I think that I am free to do whatever I want. New city...new something....I need it!

It is so late but I'm wide awake. I think I'm going to go lay down and hope that I find sleep soon!

I should be in bed asleep but I am waiting for my nails to dry...turns out I got really bored in class and I picked off my acrylics...whoops. Most of my classes are going really well, neither of my political science teachers seem to want to stay on topic which drives me bonkers!!! I want to get to the point and get outta there!

Did anyone else see that Jessica Simpson is dating John Mayer??? They may make really good music together but I always got the impression that he was a jerk...hopefully she will see past the possibilty of good duet hits and move on!!! That is really shallow but we all know how much I love Jessica....it's my little quirk I guess.

I am going camping this weekend, pretty excited about it actually. Robert and I are going with some of his friends, we are floating down the river on Saturday then just hanging out on sunday. We have monday still open, not sure what we are going to do exactly. This will be the first time that we have spent a whole weekend together...I can't wait! I can never seem to get enough of him, it is always awful to leave him! (those of you who wish may thow up now!!) So it will be nice to get to spend some extended time with him.

My nails are getting dry enough now that I can probably go to bed without getting sheet marks in the polish. So I am going to head that direction. Sorry that my posts have been substanceless lately...I tend to only write when i have something to gripe about and things are going so well now!! Love you all! Sara 

Today is Sarah's last day in Wichita!!! I am SO sad. It has been awesome to have her so close, it is really hard to imagine that this is probably the longest time we will ever be in the same city again. I don't see her ever moving to Wichita again...and lets face it she is going to do mission work over seas and I don't know that I could handle living in another country!! I will have to learn to deal with phone calls and a week here and a weekend there.....<tear>

Anyway, on a happier note Robert and I have been spending every possible moment together. Unfortunately for him it is cutting into his sleep time--big time. I feel pretty bad, at least I get to sleep in a little bit most days of the week. I have never been with anyone who I love and respect as much as I do Robert. He is incredible! If you haven't met him, you should, seriously you should...call me!

Ok I gotta go to work, or at least I gotta get ready for work. I am not sure how I feel about them posting this on facebook....anythoughts?? I am going to leave it up for now but I may change it!!